Not happy anymore?!?
Truth is there are days when I am no longer happy. I struggle and I feel terrible and the restlessness starts creeping in. I am always in a funk and couldn’t get out of it. I can come up with a thousand or so excuses not to do stuff and after spending hours not doing anything, the guilt will stay with me and would make me feel so lame about myself.
I am no longer happy but I think it’s the worry of the flow of income that’s making me feel this way.
Or is it?
Maybe this is a funk within a funk or a phase I have to get through. I am not so sure anymore and I think the steps I am taking will determine what I really feel about everything in my life right now.