What would you do?

What will you do if you have a best friend, already married, and is having marital problems? He insists in making you a pillar of strength even if you are in doubt whether you want to take on that role. Whenever you talk to him, he opens up and pours out his weaknesses and how he ought to just kill himself because he cannot act like a father should. And you are all tired of negating whatever harmful things he thinks he ought to do.

What will you do?

I am a good friend. Not because I am kind and all. It’s just that I believe in karma, that’s why. I am a good friend because I want to have good friends in return. And I can say that I do have some really good friends. Especially those from high school… and two from college.

I do not want to be a bad friend, most especially to a really close bud. But I am tired of everything. Don’t get me wrong, I love my best buds. The other one does not bother me with marital problems yet. He’s getting married soon. While the other one…

I just realized that maybe because I am used to seeing men like my dad, I am uncomfortable with the kind of setup I currently have with best bud no. 2. I don’t like it at all. I don’t like to always remind him to be strong for the kids, to not give up on the wife, to just hold on to the family and not harm himself. I particularly hate stopping him from leaving his family. I really hate it! It’s a sign of weakness and I hate it that a father can think of abandoning his family for whatever reason.

Now I am resorting to going invisible whenever he’s online. I hardly reply to his text messages.

And this afternoon, I cringed at a message I received from him. He’s asking if I am mad at him and if so, he does not want it to happen because I am the only one left that he can lean on.

I really don’t like it at all.

If you are in my position, what would you do?

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If a person is in a lot of pain, doctors normally advise that they be given some pain killers. Victims of accidents, those who’ve undergone major operations, those with chronic illnesses… these are some of the people who are given pain killers, to help alleviate the major discomfort they are in.

But the downside of these type of medicine is that they are addictive. Pain killer addiction is a common problem encountered by patients who are under this type of medication. For some reason, they get addicted to the drugs and would become dependent on it, even when the pain they are under would go away.

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So if you have a loved one, a friend or a family member, or you know someone addicted to pain killers, suggest that they submit themselves to a suboxone detox program from Meditox now.

Mood swings, weight problems

Sobrang wala ako sa mood lately talaga. Wala sa mood magbasa, magsulat, mag-isip sobra. Ang tanging pinagkakaabalahan ko lang talaga ay manood ng Prison Break (and drool over Wentworth Miller!) with my siblings every night. Yan lang. Of course I need to do some sponsored posts kaya naman tignan nyo, 1 week akong walang post na maayos. Puro sponsored lang.

Yesterday, fiesta sa amin. Instead na makisaya, natulog ako half the time. Paano ba naman, bukod sa puyat ako, sama pa ng pakiramdam ko. Maayos na ako ngayon. Pero yesterday, wala, bagsak talaga.

And the reason for all these annoying mood swings… being overweight! I think my weight is affecting my moods na. Nakakahiya mang aminin, I gained back the weight I lost almost a year ago Syempre kasalanan ko talaga. I eat when I get stressed out. Before July 2007, sobrang stressed out ako lagi. Daming issues sa buhay ko, both sa work at sa personal, kaya imagine nyo na lang how often and how much I ate that time. Hay… naiisip ko lang nakakalungkot na hehehe…

Ang mahirap kasi sa akin, I take refuge in the high that food brings. Kapag may problema, ganyan ako. But when I’m happy naman, even if I don’t eat that much okay lang. Kaya naman ngayon, eto, I’m suffering from my lack of discipline where food is concerned. Bad talaga I am not sure naman if I can go on a diet na tulad ng dati na puro dahon lang. But I will try to eat less na. Napapagalitan na ako ng mga sisters ko hehe

So iyon lang naman. Kaya naman I am the queen of katamaran for the past couple of weeks now. Pabugsu-bugso ang kasipagan ko.

I need to go on a diet na! I need to lose weight! Somebody help me! Hehehe…

Thank you to everyone who keep on visiting.
Saka dun sa mga nagbigay sa akin ng gifts… Ipo-post ko separately, girls
And pasensya na talaga wala kayong makitang matino dito sa ngayon. It will all change pretty soon

Have a great week ahead everyone!

Table lamp

My dad created a mini office room for me at home. It has a computer table, a desk for my papers, a bookshelf, and the best comfortable chair that I bought recently. The only thing missing is a lamp.

I saw a Murray Feiss desk lamp that I really would like to have. It would be perfect for my desk. I love the design of it.

How about you? Are you also looking for a lamp or perhaps other lighting and lighting fixtures? I suggest you check out the wide selection you can find at LightingShowPlace.com now.

Las Vegas properties

People flock to Las Vegas to have some fun and much needed relaxation. I am sure you also go there from time to time to vacation. Do you have the money to buy a Las Vegas Real Estate property? If you do, I suggest you go to LasVegasProperties.com and let them help you get a prime Las Vegas real estate.

Go check out LasVegasProperties.com now and let the fun and bright lights of Las Vegas wash over you.

Friendsation

A lot of online communities are springing up these days. I know of one that is free and facilitates Live Chat. Friendsation is the newest free online community that is open for everyone. Dating can be done in this site. You can also Chat with other members and get to make friends. They als have live Phone Chat for members to talk with people live all over the United States for free.

So if you are looking for a community where you can belong to, go to Friendsation now and start hooking up with other people.