A higher income beginning this month.

Truth of the matter is that I need to earn a higher income beginning this month. I want to save up for the future not only for myself but also for my dad and one of my younger sisters (who is bent on staying single for the rest of her life!). I want to make sure that we have more than enough saved in the bank so that when the time comes that we can no longer work, we have more than enough to tide us until our last breath. That’s how much I want to earn and save up!

Going back to the corporate world is beginning to be more and more appealing to me. I haven’t worked in an office setting for the past seven years now. Close to eight, actually. I haven’t had a boss for that long and it’s been me, myself and I all along. But since I want a higher income, and I can no longer get it because the lord of the net is bullying us bloggers to submission, then getting back my old job might be the solution I need.

Another option that I am looking into is to go work abroad. Although this is the least of the options I have that I want to choose, it is still a more viable option to me considering I will be earning a currency higher than the local one. But being far away from the family will make me not only homesick but also worried sick of what might happen at home if I am not there.

If the lord of the net is not bullying us, I wouldn’t have this dilemma right now. Ugh!

Ah, stress!

stress

This thing that the lord of the net is doing to us bloggers is stressing me out. Removals here and there and the uncertainty of ever receiving the same number of tasks as before… I just hate that freaking lord of the net! All they want is to amass everything, even the small cut we bloggers get! Darn them!

Have you noticed how stressed out I am because of it? It’s just so unfair to be treated this way when they are amassing A LOT compared to us.

BUT… there is no point in stressing myself out over it. I have no control over what that lord of the net is doing so might as well think of ways on how to outsmart them.

Hmm…

My quirk

I have a quirk. When I focus on something I want it done right away. Now. If not, I get fixated to it. Like right now, I want to buy a new computer chair. My sister and I checked some chairs and the one I liked has no more stock. I don’t want to buy the only one left because it looks like every one sat on it already. It’s that icky looking.

But since I wasn’t able to buy it, I now can’t think of anything but that chair that I didn’t buy! Darn! I am that fixated to it. I was thinking all the while that I can still find another chair that I would feel that comfortable on but I was wrong. The other chairs I found don’t have that feel.

Sigh.

Yes, that’s my quirk. Being fixated on something until I get it.